For the past few days i feel so numb, and i also did alot of things that doesn't please God. There was a time when i was hurting, but i liked it, i liked the pain and it felt like i want it to stay. I m afraid i m heading to somewhere scary but its good that i shared it with some of my Christian friends and they told sometimes they can feel that way too. And somehow it was an assurance that im not alone, that everybody can go through these or should i say everybody must go through these.
Oh well i use to be so funny when i post in blogs but now i just need to be serious because that's what im going through, i can't pretend and i wont. its 4:17 am and im at my church friend's house, it was her bday and we planned a sleepover, but all of them are asleep while im still here tryin to get myself out. i always blogged because it feels good to let it out to the whole world. And yeah, i think soon im gonna fall in once again.
love.
trish
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