it flowed throughout my veins, like it will run there forever, i literally thought that i lost some organs of my body, for the emptiness i felt was so real, it was so real, i was fighting back tears. the feeling spoke to me and said, where will you go now? you're a sinner, you're nothing, you hurt your friends, your family and your FATHER. The friends i hurt, where all around me, trying to comfort me, trying to find out why,why i was silent, why there was a written frown on my face, why?
i struggled to find the answer, it felt like i was not inhaling oxygen at all, it felt like i was dying, i was thirsty, i was empty, i was nothing.
and sometimes i want to stop believing, i want to stop and analyze every bit of myself.
AND NOW, I KNEW, IM TURNING INTO SOMEONE I DONT KNOW... SOMEONE I HATE.
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