photos of ME

im just FAT! FAT! FAT! everyone's FAT!

ITS NOT RIGHT!

these photos were taken on the same day, last sunday. I just posted this for the sake of trying to smash my boredom into pieces.

OKAY. im completely not making any sense, better stop this craziness. I"LL JUST ENJOY LIFE, BECAUSE IT IS SO SO SO WONDERFUL. 

LOVE, trish.

music post: too many walls by cathy dennis

Im not a fan actually, but this song has something, i dont know, its just simple, it matches the cold weather. well listen

some lyrics

- And yeah , i'm about to type my lyrics here, i mean the songs i wrote. The thing is, when i compose songs i don't write it on paper, i don't do it that way, most of the times the words just come out of my mouth while im playing some kind of instrument, sometimes i type it on my phone, and the big consequence??? After several months i would forget some of the lyrics in the song, so little by little im gonna post it here.! BUT PLEASE dont use it for any personal or public use, its mine, you can't use it , you cant copy it! it is MINE! welll enjoy

IN YOUR LIGHT composed about a month ago

I dont want to sing when its all too late
Wanna seek Your voice even in the silence
Save my heart , wont let it fall away
Put the mighty walls of my defense

(chorus)
With my hands i reach for You
I look for You in your light
With my voice i sing to You
I worship You in your light

Hand in hand , will never let this go
Take this love to the highest of heavens
Now's the time i wanna get so close
Breathe me in for i was broken

(chorus)

With my hands i reach for You

I look for You in your light

With my voice i sing to You

I worship You in your light

bridge

With my heart i live for You

I live with you in Your light

With my feet i stand for You

I stand for You in Your Light

With my life i live for You

On this earth its You i glorify!

               - the meaning of this song is pretty much about, my desire to get closer with God, i have written so many songs about how much i am in love with Him, but no one knows about these songs. So that explains the first line, it says that i will sing for Him. And " wanna seek your voice even in the silence" means even though everything in my life is going well i still want Him, i wont go to Him only when everything is crashing down on me. Pretty much, this is a song from my heart. Some day i'll post a video for this song. 

HOPE YAH LIKE IT.

school pictures

two by two picture of sho.

two by two picture . aahah.

hahah,

francis, micoleen, jan claudette.

this is what i do on lunch breaks.

joined , a painting contest, came up with this. ahahaha.

music post: when it rains by paramore

IM HAVING PARAMORE FEVER! REALLY!

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND

I think this is kinda how marj and i started, he was weird, but i love him! missing my bestfriend for life!

image

i stand

I stand for You,alone. 

GIVE ME ATTENTION, I NEED IT NOW excerpt from paramore's song.

GOING THROUGH SOME TOUGH TIME!
BOOOOOO!

music post : where the lines overlap by paramore

TIME will heal and TIME will mend

Its been so long since i posted my thoughts here, well, this morning i didn't go to school, i'll be showing up later in the afternoon, all because of some personal stuff , and i have cough and colds. yeah. Im actually wrapped around a towel while typing. So the title of this post have nothing to do, or is not guilty of what im gonna talk about. If you notice i wasn't able to keep up with the 30 day letter challenge, i've been so busy at school, im barely breathing. Im in school for twelve long boring hours, enduring everything! I actually thought that this kind of strategy wont work for teenagers like me, if the head of our school would only realize, that our brain gets slower and slower, and wont function better in whatever we're doing!

music post : beloved by tenth avenue north

Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
Give me your life
Lust and the lies
The past you're afraid I might see
You've been running away from me

You're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
It binds you to me
It's a mystery

Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
I'm the giver of life
I'll clothe you in white
My immaculate bride you will be
Oh come running home to me yeah *now*

You're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
and Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 
and it binds you to me yea now now

Well you've been a mistress, my wife
Chasing lovers it won't satisfy
Won't you let me make you my bride
You will drink of my lips
And**taste new life

You're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
it binds you to me

You're my beloved
Forever we'll be
Our love it unites us
And it binds you to me
It's a mystery

MIMI"S SPECIAL DAY!

YEAH we had loads of fun, yesterday! Micoleen knew she would have a party but she didn't know about the twists. So me and her mother planned it all out! AND IT WAS LIKE! SURPRISE! ahah! we had karaoke, and games! and when others already left we picked up the guitar and sung her a special song! and it made me cry! okay! whatever!

HERE's a picture of mimi, crying and kinda smiling.

        

         AND here we go! SOUL MATES! i super duper love, mimi, she's super patient with my moods, in spite of everything i have done to her, she still love me! and that kind of love is just so great, that kind of love cannot be found a million times, i am blessed. I thank her for she has been there through everything, supporting and caring, mimi deserves this kind of party, she deserves what she have now. AND i thank God for blessing her, i thank GOD for creating MIMI, a strong woman, wild, lovely, gorgeous and just amazing. thank you! thank you!

I LOVE YOU MIMI. mwaaaaaaaaah! :

and yeah, here's another picture.




dolly,me,mimi,justin.

music post: slow me down by emmy rossum

I always thought this song is brilliant! simple yet, it can give you goosebumps. I remember the first time i heard this one was when i saw it on music television, i dont know the title, i dont know the artist, but i was so interested, and after few few years i was able to know it, and now here it goes!

music post: you're in my heart by rod stewart

this song makes me happy, i love rod.

music post: i dont wanna talk about it by rod stewart ft. amy belle

this version is just so good. i love rod stewart's vocals, and amy belle's. Before they sang, rod said he just heard amy singing somewhere and ask her to sing with him.

and the song, is honest. :D

trisha at school

weh?

last year's room christmas party. just want to relive the moments

angela and me. sweet smile.:)

micoleen and me, apple eating game

justine,me, and paul.

mico looking fresh, and liezl looking pretty!

micoleeen, oh simply micol.

just ....

happyyyy

who's gay? hahaha

girls.

music post : Praise You in this storm by casting crowns

THIS SONG IS A REMINDER THAT GOD HAS NEVER AND WILL NEVER LEAVE US, HE's ALWAYS WITH US,  AND IN OUR TOUGHEST TIMES, WE SHOULD STILL PRAISE HIM

FIRST TIME :/

This is completely wrong, I HATE YOU (too harsh) , okay not exactly hate, i just dont like you around. Whenever you're around i feel the intense pounding of my temples all because of the hatred im feeling. I never thought i would feel this way. I always thought i would loke you, but i was wrong.


GRRRR! i must not plant hatred on my heart!

music post: the only exception

great acoustic! i love this